So I finally got a meeting scheduled with all members of my committee. We have chosen next Wednesday, March 6th. The day of my fate. I don't look forward to it but I know that it's something that has to happen so I had to be responsible enough to plan the meeting. I done my part so far so it's nothing left to do but just wait it out. It kills me because I'm so anxious but I'm glad because we can finally get through this.
I don't know what to say about it. The most important things to know as of now is that I really don't want to go through this meeting because I'm scared that they will tell me that I can't do anything. Idonia already told me today that she didn't want me doing anymore of the physical part. When I heard that then I knew that my chances were low. Did she tell Mariana that already? I don't know I just hope she didn't. But then again I can't disobey Idonia. I just want to be able to finish what I started. Is that too much to ask for? It may be but I know I'm strong enough to make it through.
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