Friday, March 8, 2013

Feeling A Bit Better


I can see why they wanted me to rest. I hate to admit it but my knees have been feeling better since I have started giving them rest. I hate to admit it because it makes me feel like my body can’t handle everything that I bring to it. It makes me feel like I was doing too much when I know (or feel) that any other person my age would’ve been able to do the same without any issues. So I guess this project is about finding yourself. I’m not everyone else and that’s why I’m in this situation now. I have a limit that was pressed. Does that means that I’m not as strong (r stronger) than others? Hell no.

I know that I can do a lot more mentally and emotionally. And now this sudden urge to defend myself comes over me. I’m jealous of everyone else who can continue his or her senior project as planned. And I’m even more jealous of all those ones who aren’t doing what they are supposed to be doing. They told me this is what I am supposed to be doing though; getting rest. It has helped though.

Since the meeting, my knees has only hurt a little and even felt better than the past few months. I haven’t really taken any medications because I haven’t really needed any. I guess that’s all good things though. So I’m eating pride every day. Trying to stay calm and make sure that I put attention to all other aspects of my senior project.

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