When I went back to school after finding out my results of my mri I just couldn't think. For the first time in my life I was walking around with a knee brace on my right knee. I went into the Hillside office to explain what I've been told then I seen Corretta. I told Corretta that I would need an emergency meeting. Me and Mariana already talked about a day and time that might be good for the meeting so I told her and we made our way to her office so we can finish talking about the situation.
While in her office I tried to explain my frustration, it didn't go too well because I couldn't do much more but cry. To forcefully be stopped from doing something that you gained deep passion for is hard. Not only because I like it but I feel like a failure that I can't complete my project. I want to complete everything that I finish in life and the love of martial arts has made me want to explore as much as possible. I made a lot of moves to make sure that everything goes as good as it can. Even to the point that I go to physical therapy every week just to make sure that I can still work on my senior project.
So I sat there in tears and just thought. Corretta made a good point. I don't want to get hurt to the point where I can't do anything at all. I can tear my tender if things get really bad and man that would be like the worse thing ever. She told me about a story how she couldn't compete in a track meet that was really big for her. It helped me to relate and realize that I'm not the only one who won't be able to reach goals in life.
As of result of the breakdown I knew it was time to think to myself. I really don't like the idea of not being able to do it. I just want things to go as planned
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