Sunday, February 3, 2013

Finally Fatigued


This senior project is really taking a toll on me. Man, I can’t deal; too much work. Sorry to do this but I just need to complain a little. My body is so sore all the time. My knees can’t go a day without hurting. Every time I walk up or down a set of stairs my knees feel like they are going to let me down. Earlier today I actually fell going up the stairs because my left knee gave out of me. Luckily there was a rail there. Otherwise I might have been in the hospital tonight.

I’m actually surprised that I haven’t missed a senior deadline yet because I have been close like two of them. I don’t think I will miss any this year though. I’m not the type of person to miss deadlines for important things. The next senior deadline I have set for myself is to get all three of my interviews done by the end of February break. I have the questions all printed out already so all I need to do is plan the interview then go and meet the person. In order to make these interviews possible I may have a phone interview with one of the people.

The thing that is tiring is the energy it takes to keep going with this project. Usually around this time of the year is when the seniors decide that they are tired of their project. This isn’t the case with me. I love my project but it takes a lot of mental work. I have to remember everything for myself. I feel like there aren’t teachers holding my hand, telling me, “Devren, you need to do this.” And maybe this is what I needed.  A smack of reality. This whole senior project is becoming a challenge for me. I’m finding the ability to balance though. Balance and juggle; maybe one of the best things I could’ve learned in life.

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