I am passing all of my classes, that's never an issue, but man juggling everything at once is very hard. Work, School, martial arts, the gym & physical therapy, then the homework. Man. Lol. All I can do is laugh because I don't understand how I am still standing in good standings for most things. I'm somewhat proud of myself for making it this far but it's more than just that.
As of today we are on the date of December 4th, 2012. I made it from Kindergarten to here and I'm scared I'm going to screw it up. Jamie agreed that it isn't like me to be behind in anything, usually I'm ahead but all the work is catching up to me. I got my supplement applications for college over a month ago and Jamie is yet to see one of them completed. I have some completed but haven't turned them in yet, not smart. I'm going to college and I think just about everyone knows that but at the rate I'm moving I may only get accepted to MCC. I want to go to RIT and U of R and Wells College but I have to step up my game a notch.
Jamie told me, "You're in the big league now." That's when I noticed I am ready for this. I've been getting better every year and I know I can handle it I just have to figure out how. "The things that worked for you in the past, may not work now." That was another piece of crucial information that I didn't realize until it was said. I'm sitting here thinking that just because I worked 35 hours a week last year and did great in school that I can do it again. But the game has changed. More obstacles have been thrown my way. Things like My back hurting again, that's one that affects work, school and this seniro project but enough with the complaints. I need a plan.
So I told Jamie I would make a list of things to do, and that I would choose one day to take off from work so that I can make time for my college stuff. And I have been starting to do the things I have said ever since.
So this is what the list looks like...
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