I'm in a struggle before between the things I'm doing right and the things I need to do next.
I got my college essay and resume done, it was also in Jamie mailbox before I left on Friday so I''m good on that but I still haven't turned in any applications to Jamie. I need to make some time to fill out the applications and sit down with Jamie. I love my life and my future is one of my biggest concerns. College is the next step though.
I'm a bit confused on what I should be doing. I don't waste much time on anything, but yet I'm still behind. The best times for me are in the morning when I come to school an hour and a half early. I bust down a lot of work during that time. 7.5 hours a week straight towards homework. Last year those mornings, combined with all the other time I put in, used to be enough. Now the work is overwhelming though.
I do have hope. I know that I will get this work done. Who wants to stay back from graduation because you can't keep up your work? The thought of taking off from work has been coming to mind a lot. But working gives me relief. I work at Highland Hospital where I can help people in need. And trust me when you bring sick people food, they love you forever. Working makes me happy, I'm not really sure why I ever had the passion to help and care but I do. So I wonder if taking off from work will make me more stressed because not only does it clear my mind but it gives me the money that I need to pay for this senior project and all the other things in life.
So I have a choice to make... Work less, less money or continue to work and keep up.
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