I finally
turned in all of my college applications. Talk about relieveing stress. Man,
those applications was holding so much stress over my head. I first got my
supplement apps sometime in October. It’s January and I just now mailed them
out. I feel so behind. Why would it ever take someone three months to complete
college apps and turn them in?
Time. Not
enough of it for me. I complain about time so much that I’m tired of using that
as an excuse. It becomes hard to look at myself, knowing that I could have done
better. I know that my time is very limited but my will to over achieve is
fighting the will to think logically. It’s impossible to work 40 hours a week
right now, but Lord knows I want to be making that money. It’s impossible to
stay up for a week straight, but Lord knows I need to get this work done.
With my
time constrant I try my best to keep everything at a minimum. I realize that I
can’t waste time in college. So I’ve been practicing how to focus for now. One
thing that’s hard for me is completing one thing while I know I have about five
other things to do also. I get so scared about not having enough time to do
everything that I start to panic. It’s something I need to work on. I had a lot
of stress that has been holding me back and making this senior project just a
bit harder. So mailing out those college apps was a relief for me.
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