Trip

I finally decided that I am going to visit Syracuse for the weekend. Well technically I am only going to be out of Rochester for less than 24 hours. But while I'm gone I get to see how the Syracuse campus is.

I will have to miss martial arts once again on Saturday morning but I will be back Saturday night, so that I can still make it to church and work on Sunday. I really hate the fact of missing so many martial arts classes. I think some people would feel like it's not a big deal because we haven;t even had the meeting to set any goals yet but to me I feel like it's something that I shouldn't stop for any period of time once I start. I started but haven't been able to go consistently yet. I'm still trying to figure out how all this is going to work once I have to start physical therapy. I'm scared of how much more compact my schedule will be and if I have to take another day off work then I don't know how I'm even going to be paying for the things I need.

I feel like I'm just toooooo stressed out right now.

The only good thing is that I have actually applied for some scholarships. I feel a little relieved to know that I am getting somewhere in that process but I feeel like I still need to invest about 2 or 3 more hours into that for it to be done for now. I need some money off college. And I need to find the time first.