Never thought that Senior Year would be soooo stressful. It's ok though. If I know one thing I know I will get through this someway or another. I can't wait to go to martial arts today. Yesterday's class was cancelled at the last minute.
Frustrating but I know things happen.
I just want to finally get on a consistent schedule. The thing that seems to most frustrating is not knowing what I will be doing next. I know what I need to do next but with everything changing at the same time I can't keep up with it all.
I have so much things to do that when one thing gets cancelled I just move into the next but I need everything in my schedule to work otherwise I will start getting behind. I know some people didn't even start their senior project yet but I feel like I'm behind. Going to martial arts once a week isn't satisfying me. I need to be going at least 2 times a week and every time thats its possible I'm going 3 times a week. Plus I need to start hitting the gym 3 times a week. Good news about that: my mom said that it would only be $15 a month for a membership at the YMCA if I join my sisters plan. I would pay for the whole year right now. I need this right now.
But I'm extremely stressed with this senior project, every time class get cancelled or I can't make it I feel like I'm failing in some way. But at the same time I feel like "I have to do what I have to do" I'm never home just sitting there.
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