Today I went to the gym for the first time in 17 days. That's crazy, how fast time been going by me. I can't even believe that it was 17 days that fast because I still remember the night that Joey came it scoop me up so that we can hit up the gym. It wasn't that long ago, at least thats what I thought. But I guess it was that a long ago. The part that is so weird to me is that I can't remember what I've been ding for those two weeks. I only been at school work, martial arts and home. Not like I been going out to eat with friends and my class haven't been on any trips yet.
It's just sad for me to see the time keep flying by. I feel like I'm getting somewhat lost in what is actually going on. This is part of my freaking senior project, like I need this to pass. I been trying though. I only got 5 days down that I'm available to work and even with that I nearly been working. Today is payday and I'm scared to see how much I got paid because I know it may not be enough for me. I been having a loooot of work to do outside of school thought. Using my free periods for work and staying up late at home to do homework. ughhhhh.
But the worse part of this is al is what happened at the gym today. When I went to the gym I couldn't even really work out. I feel like I haven't eaten anything even though I ate 2 hours before that. Plus I was sooooooo weak physically and mentally. I couldn't even really push or pull weights that were only 80 pounds and my arms were ready to bust after being on only 2 or 3 machines. My legs were sore before I even got off the bus to walk into the gym and I was starting to feel sick while trying to workout. I don't know what's been going on but I need to get this together. I know some of it is not going to the gym in a while but I think that maybe I have been a little too stressed lately.
Need some happiness asap.
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